Tuesday, March 13, 2007

Sick (for the 1st time in year 2007)

I m sick. Physically sick during one of the most relaxed work weeks I ever had since I started (cos my immediate boss and FC aren't in town). The doc was pretty generous...1.5days MC. But today was still spent in office, despite the 1/2 day MC, bcos I wanted to finish working on sth b4 leaving. Well, when I finally did finish, it was around 4.30pm, by which time I concluded that I mite as well stay on till 5.30pm.

I don't want to be too free. I discovered tt my mind tends to wander and tink even more than necessary when I am 'free'. I nid to indulge in more brainless stuff e.g. watching korean DVDs. It will do me a whole lot of gd to just shut down my brain and forget.

Running a fever again n my head is beginning to throb w new intensity as nite befalls earth. I nid to rest, yet my soul is so busy, so discontented. I wonder what am I striving for...the promotion, the pay? For tt matter, I hv no idea why I suddenly fell ill, when I had no symtoms yesterday. Is this a sign tt I am experiencing a disequilibrium in life?

I don't even noe y I am writing so much rubbish from the simple fact tt I m sick...abit wacko...