I am glad we both agreed that we spent an enjoyable evening with each other. I am happy really, and I am ok.

Maybe I did spoil the evening towards the end and I know I shouldn't have unrealistic expectation. I shouldn't think too much. For me, talking to my frens about this helps me release my pent-up frustration and worry (if any). I know you will prefer me not to tell my frens, but I think I will have gone mad with unilaterally thinking too much. I hope you understand.

Anyway, I will correct my thinking and use a normal heart to treat you. It's abit complicated/confusing for me right now, because in my dreamland, I guess I want so much more, when I know we both don't want to in reality.

If we are meant to be, I believe the road in front of us will be illuminated clearly for us to walk. If not, whatever we do will also be futile. Right now, promises made will mean nothing. We don't know what we want, although the future is for us to build. Whether or not the future is one together is however still a question mark.

We'll enjoy this while this lasts, and come what direction this may take, we will both decide with a smile, not tears, at the end.