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Wednesday, September 27, 2006

Ok, I think I m really a weird person. I know I am the one who decided to be cruel. On one hand, I have decided to ignore completely. On the other hand, I do want us to talk and laugh as usual. But I guess I hv stabilised myself - in my thoughts, heart and head. If not, I (note: not we) will be caught in the vicious cycle forever.

Actually, after 2 days, I am already kinda used to it. I think by the time the weekend arrives, I will be able to face the world a normal person again, both internally and externally. Cos frankly, it's really kinda tiring, so I have decided that I can be frens again. Just dun ask too much of me.

To my frens out there who want to ask but don't dare to ask, don't worry, I am a normal person again...=) Special thanks to C (whom I never knew read my blog) for bothering to ask if I was ok and for listening to all the insecurities in my head. I know I shouldn't think that much since the future is unpredictable, but I just can't do it.

However, my disclaimer is this time around, it wasn't my insecurities that got the better of me. It was HIS securities. So that's sth new. =p I am on the rebound! YAY!


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