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Sunday, September 24, 2006

I guess I now understand how XY felt, when she told me that she sorta hated herself. I guess I am also starting to feel this way. I should just be decisive and more able to let go of emotions. Unfortunately, I discovered I can't. I am starting to feel sorry and angry with myself, which is a big NO-NO.

In any case, in an attempt to get out of this hole that I have dug for myself, I have decided on certain course of action to take. With my character and determination, I will be able to do all things that I put my mind to. No doubts about it. I am tired of crying and being wishy-washy or hoping for the best when I know the best will never happen anyway. Don't worry, I am or will be fine. Nothing matters anymore after this stage.


Belief in Life wrote @ 11:27 PM 1 comments