Wednesday, August 30, 2006
Ok, there will be many questions after this post. But let me put it on record that I am not entertaining any questions and I hope I am not too obvious. Maybe it's Zhen's influence...
'I thot my heart was dead, or at least frozen, but I felt, no...feel the tug on my heartstrings. I don't know if it's cos I have been single for too long. However, with this feeling came the same thinking of inadequacy e.g. can he accept society's stares, why do I even deserve him, why wld he want to take care of me and why wld any sane man even want me. Maybe I think too far...
First and foremost, I shld change to be a better n more positive person. I think I am seeking a change from within and this is regardless of his presence/ existence, although he hastened the process. I am not sure if this is ideal, but he makes me want to be a happier person. He teaches me that I can love myself. I feel good, but on the other hand, I wish that things can be simpler if it's meant to be. I dun want my heart to be so greedy.'
Belief in Life wrote @ 8:27 PM 0 comments
