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Thursday, August 31, 2006

It was raining so heavily yesterday when I left the office at 6pm sharp. Usually, I will never leave the office in such weather, preferring to wait for the rain to cease somewhat. However I had no choice yesterday cos I was going for the Preview Talk. As I waited in the shelter, I debated on whether I should brave the rain and wind (and get wet), or should I continue waiting (and maintain my dryness). It permeated thru my brain that perhaps this is heaven's way of telling me I shouldn't further my studies. A fren told me this morning that I can alternatively interprete it as a test of my resolution to further my studies.

Whichever way it is interpreted, I finally arrived at my destination, albeit with 1/2 my pants wet; 3/4 shoes soggy, and 1/2 an hour late. Met up with Huan; Zhen and Ted, before proceeding to the talk. We were there for only 15 mins before the talk came to an end, and we were left none the wiser, safe for our initial impression that the participants were all older than us and the sample topic taught seemed to be sth that we had studied b4. We got hold of our preview $100 discount voucher and left for our dinner.

I guess what was memorable about yesterday was I really stuck through and went to the place by public transport, and although I had fear in my heart about my ability to get to Orchard without falling/slipping, I managed to do so. Of cos, it warmed my heart that someone told me to be sure to get a warm shower when I get home, so that I wun catch a cold.

But tt's besides the point.. I think both Huan and me are in general pretty pleased with Ted, and I seriously think that Zhen and Ted will be happy together. I wish them well! Zhen, just make sure that you dun forget us although u hv Ted to accompany u! Stick with your choice, cos I think he's right for you! =)

Life is like this...we can choose to brave the rain/wind and in the process, get wet, or we can continue waiting forever, remaining safe and dry but never knowing what could have been. I think I am in a melancholic mood due to the rainy weather, but yes, this describes exactly the situation I am in, be it in terms of a stalemate at work or not knowing what to think in terms of romance.

I didn't forget my promise to improve myself, so I am still on my journey to discover myself. Just a pause now, to catch a breath, reflect and sort out the confusing thoughts.


Belief in Life wrote @ 6:51 PM 0 comments