Friday, August 04, 2006
Conflict of Feelings - My Character Flaws
I am a proud person, and I think the world is unworthy of me. I am prettier, smarter (and all other positive traits u can think of) than everybody else. I am unwilling to accept defeat, and correct is the only option I will accept. I am vengeful and believe in an eye for an eye if anyone does me wrong. In my heart, I know that I can achieve all things as long as I want to, regardless of the price that I have to pay. I am merciless and rotten to the core.
The other side of me knows that I am a lousy person. I am weak and have to accept help to finish simple tasks. I dare not lift my head too high in public, for fear of meeting anyone's stares at me. I accept that I can never be exceptionally outstanding/ successful and that I should just live my life as it occurs, instead of aiming for the impossible. In my heart, I doubt if I can achieve anything and sometimes I feel that life is seemingly aimless with no clear direction. I wonder why I was even brought to this earth for if I am made to suffer. I blame my parents, myself and the world for not understanding.
Both sides of me aren't any good. No excuses this time round.
Belief in Life wrote @ 7:45 PM 0 comments
