Friday, August 11, 2006

Bangkok Trip

I don't know if it's the effect of the impending trip or my new resolution to 'unprotect' myself (read my last post), but I do feel that my days have been happier. Less moody days, or days where I doubt myself.

Added to this confidence is the fact that I am getting more comfortable with myself. It's true that my legs are weaker and that I simply can't do certain things. But I do have my brain and personality to fall back on. I am actually pretty likeable and it's whoever's loss if he/she chooses not to see it.

That said, I don't see any major changes in my current routine cos I don't see the need to uphaul my lifestyle. If it's not meant to be, I won't be able to do anything to change fate.

I have decided on something pretty major after my trip. It remains to be seen if I will materialise it. But I certainly hope I will follow through with my decision. I need to have some aim in life after all...aside from playing. =)